hmm....
it took me 2 whole daes to convince myself tt i will still get my A
even if i nv do well for prac...
so i muz pia my P2 le...
ya... i screw up my WHOLE PHYSICS PRAC....
devasted... dissapointed...dono lahz...
words cannot describe my feelings....
under depression i wanna find someone to tok to...
but scrolling now my phonebook...
i realise i dono who to tok to.....
no one noe me... like yanzi ling yi zhang lian....
i dono which is the real me...
haiz...
ok i will nu li le...
bye~~

thinking of u at
11:23 am



look at juz now i post tt wan...
did send some ppl the mail b4...
todae look at it and i realise my balance will be negative lor...
i sleep 10h instead if 8...
u ppl shld noe how long i take to eat... 2h where got enough....
1h for toking only!!!!! i cannot survive without toking lorx....
nan hua exam daes onli 35 mehz... i don believe.. like always tests de...
i so frequent sick de... 3??? no lahz... i at least need 3daes a mth... which means 36...
movies and function= outings!!! we tooters already go out so frequent le... still got my other buddies lehz...
birthdae!!! not onli got mine... got my family and friends lehz...
den no time for reading storybooks... listen music... watch tv... slack... daydreaming...
so how did i survive all there yrs... i wonder...
hehe... so ppl.... u shld be glad with all ur results coz actually we got no time to study de...
bleah... like an wei-ing myself for my disappointing result like tt....

yest chem prac... omg...
i did badly... veri bad...
i tink i mixed up the solution le....
my QA ans is diff from others lor...
i dono wad to do le... wanna cry liaoz...
but lucky VA correct...
haiz..........................
den watch prince turn frog...
part 3 like not so nice lehz......
den watch stairWAY to heaven...
me like fa hua chi finish le...
coz i don like cheng jun, junhao and junyang as much as b4....
maybe coz yanzi chu xian and bury the kong xu i had b4 bahz....
sian.... nth to do now.... haiz....
recently tink alot... i need councilling soon le.. got ani qualified councillors...
but tink so much i tot of these....
if each problem i heard frm others is a stone...
i wonder hos heavy is my bag tt contain the stones now...
i wonder can i continue to cope with this bag.....
i wonder wad wld happen if i have no more strengh to carry it animore....
wad is the best way to get rid of all these stones???
where is my xin li yi sheng...
arghed...
k crap finish le... bye~~

thinking of u at
1:21 pm



It's not the fault of the student if he fails, because the year
ONLY has 365 days.
Typical academic year for a student:
1. Sundays - 52 Sundays in a year, you know Sundays are for rest.
Days left 313.
2. Summer holidays - 50 where weather is very hot and difficult to study.
Days left 263.
3. 8 hours daily sleep - 130 days GONE.
Days left 141.
4. 1 hour for daily playing- (good for health) means 15 days.
Days left 126.
5. 2 hours daily for food & other delicacies (chewing properly & swallowing) - means 30days. Days???
left 96.
6. 1 hour for talking (man is a social animal) - means 15 days.
Days left 81.
7. Exam days - per year at least 35 days.
Days left 46.
8. Quarterly, half yearly and festival (holidays) - 40 days.
Days left 6.
9. For sickness - at least 3 days.
Days left 3.
10. Movies and functions- at least 2 days. 1 day left.
11. That 1 day is your birthday.
How can you study on that day?!?!?!?!?!?!
Balance = 0
How can a student pass ?????"

thinking of u at
1:21 pm



another sianz dae...
read finish another book...
yest watch the cancer show and my stupid bro n dad keep on commenting....
den my mum ask them not to watch and do their own thing....
den todae listen to ufm ppl still toking abt it....
it is like so frustrating....
wanna watch jiu don comment.....
see le no happy den don watch....
sae so much for wad...
u wanna donate or not donate ur business wad....
sae so much as if we care....
spoil my mood todae....
den morning watch wo he jiang shi you ge yue hui....
like getting not as nice le coz all on the love part...
vampire pls come out... i miss u lehz...
den zhiqiang called but sounds abit weird...
almost gua dian hua... haha....
payment tmr... hehe.. later go tao qian...
see got extra kapo anot....
tmr chem prac so everyone muz jiayou....
got wad gas muz make sure it spread den me can smell...
hope no block nose tmr.... hehe
don tok le... watch yu le bai fen bai....
oh todae top model finale le... muz rmb to watch...
oh... another 2 ppl complain on my rating le...
so i decided to do wad i wanted to do...
haha... all full marks... yay... this is to cater to diff tast... bleah....
bye~~~

decided.....determined....... but can i do it???

thinking of u at
4:21 pm



sry ladies and gentleman for my typo error....
for my critics and yanzi album... the least shld be 2 stars de....
and horx... my full marks is 3 stars so no five stars....
yest and fri finger pain pain....
coz keep on smsing...
but nvm coz goin to jie dao prince turn frong final episode le...
hehe... so happy....
wah... almost finish all the books i borrow le...
i learn alot of medical term and life of doctor frm a book...
and i decided nv to be a doctor liaoz....
erm... i rmb wad i forget to sae liaoz...
fri i read newspaper... den see 5566 onli 2.5 stars...
so happy...
but i saw sth tt shocked the life out of me....
5 stars lehz... but is wad yoyo-ma...
donno which peanut...
haha.... but nvm... since i realise tt there's actually 5 stars...
i decided to award yanzi album 5 stars...
yayiyayiyayiyayiya.....
hehe... okie... go finish my final book le... later den online...
bye!!!

thinking of u at
3:43 pm



been sian todae... don feel like doin anything since i see the ad tt yanzi's auto is on 5 Nov... wad the.... so did a review on her album as a fans and with my feelings nia... me music idiot so it u don agree can protest on my pathetic tag which no one write wan... can someone write sth to entertain me.... so sian..... yest go queensway and library and i finish 3bks le lahz.... go queensway pei ppl buy anniversary gift... so fast a yr had past le... unbelievable... onli couple i guess wrong coz i sae won last for a yr and it lasted... actually quite happy tt i am rite since i see them quarrel so mani times and nearly break... tink this 4yrs in nanhua is where i reallie started to enter this world... where i am reborn.... i first time take bus... first time nv kana bully... first time got ppl tok to me... first time can zui ou xiang... first time noe so mani mani things... i reallie grow alot in this four yrs so thx to all peers... u all let me see and understand alot... haiz... i dono wad i am feeling now tt we are in seperate way soon.... most likely no one is goin to same skool as i am and i had restart all over again... so tiring sia... i decided to SAJC no matter wad le.... haiz...i shld not be influence by other and do wad i wan... yup.... okie... bye~

thinking of u at
1:53 pm



**完美的一天-- :::ya yi ya yi ya yi ya yi ya:::
nice song... abit funky and yanzi sing in a cute way.... weird tt warner put it as zhu da though as it belongs to those tt need to listen a few times den u realise it niceness de....

**眼泪成诗--我的泪水 已经变成雨水早已轮回::: 因为不配 你就忽然自卑说声失陪::: 字不醉人人自醉:::(personally i don understand...hehe)
lin xi's lyrics so abit chim with some part i don understand... maybe chi too lousy... fiirst timer will tink tt it sounds like the nxt song... but it is a good k-song... if anione understand lyrics can tell me...

***隐形人-- 多想化成隐形的人# 掩饰我伤::: # 隐藏我的泪在翻滚::: 朋友都于心不忍 责备我愚蠢:::
one of my fav songs.... gan ren... nice lyrics... she sing till veri got yin xiang li... ppl who need songs to liao shang can throw away fish leong's and embrace into yanzi's music world... won regret de.... somemore is a song da zao by singaporean so muz support made in sg okie...

***流浪地图-- 心怎么也放不开::: 说好了不哭泣别再遗憾::: 所有的故事想说却说不出口 爱过的痕迹为一直存在::: Na Na Na Na Na:::
the qu feng veri qing kuai and the lyrics veri lang lang shang kou... nice to song in bathroom...

**第一天-- 你说活在明天活在期待 不如活在今天的自在::: 坏的是我发现不知不觉 不见到你不是很习惯:::
this song veri mayday... don look like fir did anything.... maybe coz my bro keep on repeat this song till i abit not so like it le... but this song is veri happy kind... can fa xie... hehe

*honey honey-- Honey Honey 要对你说声对不起 我总是没时间陪你:::Honey Honey 你是否想亲亲密密 还是喜欢这段距离:::
veri sweet song but abit disappointed tt it is not like yu jian so ke gu ming xin... tink abit not pei yanzi but since she is a xing fu xiao nu ren maybe this song is for her erhem....

***心愿-- 我们永远 约好一起永远::: 爱是勇敢的心愿::: 爱是那么特别 就算再高的山 我一去不回(for hui)::: 没有什么好后悔:::
this song sounds abit ang moh... i like the lyrics... i like the qu... i like the way yz sing it... hehe

*另一张脸-- 觉得孤独想大声哭 觉得活得累:::
nth special frm the lyrics....a fast rhythm song... need groove to sing it... hehe....

**梦不落-- 让我们翻个波浪前进 翻出痛快心情::: 与你的默契就像一个奇迹:::
a fast song... like for cheerleading... me listen a few times den manage to catch the rhythm... si song den qu is like tt de bahz...

***明天晴天-- 永恒不能赶快 还是谁也不明白 风风雨雨宁愿相信 明天睛天 爱不好的我们还能 迎着阳光一步一步来 毕竟路上有你作伴 就有幸福的预感:::
actually is 2.5 star worx... abit pian xin coz is yz compose de and i always like her song like hen hao and ya shen are my all times fav.... this song not as ear catching but the more u listne to it the more u will be gan dong...


thinking of u at
12:36 pm



hmm... sian....
todae sleep till 1+ den slack till now....
do wad lahz...
so sian lor...
yest prac die le....
me alot of thing do wrong lor...
feeling quite vexed recently...
tinking wad skool to go...
maybe like wad hui sae go to a skool none went...
can start afresh bahz....
but.........
haiz...
dono lahz...
decide le den sae bahz....

thinking of u at
5:12 pm



hmm... yest cut hair den sing song....
todae going out with mum to bugis later....
don semms like O's tmr but...
i got study abit le horx....
haiz... everyone tinking wad jc to go....
me too!!!
i noe i luv SAJC alot
but there is other deciding factor...
so how???
anione wanna give me some tips on wad to do....
arghed....
conc on O's now...
tmr go discuss bahz....
bye~~~ goin out le... hehe

thinking of u at
1:08 pm



juz went mani skool....
ajc veri misty....
classroom quite small and facilities not veri up to standard....
sajc we go new campus see see...
quite nice but i cannot find the bustop...
the mrt station quite near...
den go old de....
wahseh....
me no cca go lehz...
cham....
wonder wad jc to go now lorx....
haiz....
forgot to sae got report book yest....
haiz... dono wad to sae....
deprove till siao... like got 1 D7 in my report book....
skool position drop till 37....
L1R5 11....
cham... o-level muz pia le...
bye~~

thinking of u at
4:45 pm



As wad rich sae i pon skool todae...
but not my fault horx....
is skool too sian and me lan duo... slept till 11 lorx...
haha... so can lunch and breakfast eat together....
slack all dae... juz did abit of work but keep on sneezing...
dono which idiot pass virius to me...
yest plae pool.....
no mood to learn coz my joint damn pain...
muz go see doc one dae le....
budden see them plae also quite hao xiao lahz...
hehe... esp wh...
tmr get report book le...
pray hard sia....
kk don crap le...
bye~~

thinking of u at
8:40 pm



haha... reallie for a veri long time i nv update le coz don feel like touching com... nth much to sae coz got too much to sae... dono wad toking i... so yest went cjc... definitely not my dream skool but ok bahz... reallie hope i can get into SAJC... dowan to get stuck in cjc lehz... den we go orchard walk walk... den go library find horoscope... i tink bukit merah library is still the best... haha... den i again kana pian by bus le... so i muz buy a sbs guide and memorise it sia... den went suntec buy cake... i cannot find i last time eat de cake in carefour le... haiz... den went esplanade eat cake and watch ppl.... and i became cultured to go esplanade library... ya... tt's yest... den the dae b4 also went orchard but to buy yanzi cd... yeah... quite nice... haha... free den do review... bye~~

thinking of u at
2:34 pm